Time...
Have you ever wonder, you have how much time left in this world?
Life is always so busy either with work, study, eat, sleep, etc. Working took up pratically the rest of your life and most of your time. You slog and you slog in work, some of us even dont have time to pause to think what have you miss out in your life? What have you not done in your life? N when prehaps the only time you will stop is when you get sick (some people dont even rest when they are sick) or most likelihood the last moment of your life.
After been throught a month plus of misery. We both conclude that lack of time maybe is the factor that drawn us apart and distance our love away. I began to wonder about time. Everyday you work and work from monday to sunday, 8.30am to late at night. (Partly I'm now damn free!~! If I'm working probably the same). Do you feel tired? You reply: "Yes, but no choice. Working life is like that, slog and slog." Oh yes, but time won't stop for a person nor between us... it just go on and on... by the time you have the time... the other person is no longer there... ya you can find back the person and start all over again... but what if the person is dead and all you can find and left is a picture of the person?
I asked you whether after the exam, you like to go for a short weekend trip at the sentosa chalet to relax. Anyway that day going to be your birthday. You reply: "We see how ok? I dont want to confirm anything now and can't make it. Don't book first, or else later wasted." I cant help feeling sorry for you: Life is so patethic - that it is governed by your work and nothing but your work. What pleasure will you or did you get even you have alot of money and can't enjoy it. What have you achieve? By the time you have the time to stop, prehaps there is no longer someone around to share your happines, your saddness... to share you?
Anything can be gone when you don't have the time to look after it: A flower will wither when you dont have the time to water it. Even a book will be eaten away by the worms, when you leave it. Friends will disappear when you don't have time to communicate with them. Girlfriends will distance, when you dont manage your relationship. And, when you have the time, she probably married to someone else who has the time to stop. And not to say if you have a family with your wife and kids, they will treat you like a strangers.... and it's true you really don't have time to stop, work is always busy.
Prehaps, that is the reason why I no longer see a future with you... I use to dream of a home with you, see you playing with the kids etc... but now even we said that we will start off as a friend, all I can see the maximum we will go is close friends. Even reaching the stage of a close friend is even difficult, coz close friends too will just distance away when you don't have time to communicate. It's true... used to have a few close friends... long time no see, all busy with their study, then building career... when meet up... same person but you don't understand them anymore, totally another person.
Prehaps what we called prioties in life... if you see life is important, no matter what you won't want to be slog down your life in work.... For me I felt this is important... coz work if don't have still can find a new job after that. If someone close to you no longer around, prehaps dead, you just can't replace that person anymore. To me life is more important than a lifeless job.... how about you... i think you have choose the latter.
But what to do, is your life you choose to spend in what way and how is your choice. I have already told you I have make plan for your birthday, and if you can't come I will just find others to go with me then. Time won't stop for you, nor can I, even I want to. I will age as time go by so do you, and I can't simply wait for you to have the time to be with me. When the time for me to move on to another phrase of my life, if you are not there, it will be others then.
Life is always so busy either with work, study, eat, sleep, etc. Working took up pratically the rest of your life and most of your time. You slog and you slog in work, some of us even dont have time to pause to think what have you miss out in your life? What have you not done in your life? N when prehaps the only time you will stop is when you get sick (some people dont even rest when they are sick) or most likelihood the last moment of your life.
After been throught a month plus of misery. We both conclude that lack of time maybe is the factor that drawn us apart and distance our love away. I began to wonder about time. Everyday you work and work from monday to sunday, 8.30am to late at night. (Partly I'm now damn free!~! If I'm working probably the same). Do you feel tired? You reply: "Yes, but no choice. Working life is like that, slog and slog." Oh yes, but time won't stop for a person nor between us... it just go on and on... by the time you have the time... the other person is no longer there... ya you can find back the person and start all over again... but what if the person is dead and all you can find and left is a picture of the person?
I asked you whether after the exam, you like to go for a short weekend trip at the sentosa chalet to relax. Anyway that day going to be your birthday. You reply: "We see how ok? I dont want to confirm anything now and can't make it. Don't book first, or else later wasted." I cant help feeling sorry for you: Life is so patethic - that it is governed by your work and nothing but your work. What pleasure will you or did you get even you have alot of money and can't enjoy it. What have you achieve? By the time you have the time to stop, prehaps there is no longer someone around to share your happines, your saddness... to share you?
Anything can be gone when you don't have the time to look after it: A flower will wither when you dont have the time to water it. Even a book will be eaten away by the worms, when you leave it. Friends will disappear when you don't have time to communicate with them. Girlfriends will distance, when you dont manage your relationship. And, when you have the time, she probably married to someone else who has the time to stop. And not to say if you have a family with your wife and kids, they will treat you like a strangers.... and it's true you really don't have time to stop, work is always busy.
Prehaps, that is the reason why I no longer see a future with you... I use to dream of a home with you, see you playing with the kids etc... but now even we said that we will start off as a friend, all I can see the maximum we will go is close friends. Even reaching the stage of a close friend is even difficult, coz close friends too will just distance away when you don't have time to communicate. It's true... used to have a few close friends... long time no see, all busy with their study, then building career... when meet up... same person but you don't understand them anymore, totally another person.
Prehaps what we called prioties in life... if you see life is important, no matter what you won't want to be slog down your life in work.... For me I felt this is important... coz work if don't have still can find a new job after that. If someone close to you no longer around, prehaps dead, you just can't replace that person anymore. To me life is more important than a lifeless job.... how about you... i think you have choose the latter.
But what to do, is your life you choose to spend in what way and how is your choice. I have already told you I have make plan for your birthday, and if you can't come I will just find others to go with me then. Time won't stop for you, nor can I, even I want to. I will age as time go by so do you, and I can't simply wait for you to have the time to be with me. When the time for me to move on to another phrase of my life, if you are not there, it will be others then.
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